Tuesday, August 5, 2008
ii know ii got good feelings from the start when ii first started the game. but didnt expect that ii will go to the extent of being jealous you know. ytd huiting told me that she overheard kenny & sarah talking about private stuff. and she commented they seem on pretty good terms. wasn't jealous when ii heard it. but wanna use it to tease him instead as he mentioned he not interested in r/s. so ii briefly mentioned ii heard about him & sarah. he said they were talking abt work. so i just responsed, "oh is it". then he added on sometimes the topic does go on to stuffs unrelated to work. so ii left it as that. aint me who asked for the details. just teasing nia yet he told me the stuff himself. and nowadays whenever he on bus, he will auto sms me first.
decided to keep my distance to see how things turn. so today had not ate lunch nor took bus back with him. he wanted to acc me stay back actually as he asked if im staying back alone. i managed to convince him to go off without me. he online via blackberry once he out of office to talk to me. i got replied but then he did not msg me again til much later. guess what he msg me? he took train with Michelle back. he also smsed me the same thing as i had not replied to his jabber. i ignored his sms as i was busy troubleshooting pbx with zt/kp. 45min i completed my stuff and got the time to read thru his sms carefully. saw the above i stunned. he had never once took mrt back with me; only bus until clementi thats it. missed bus cos we chatting yes. but talking train with me? never ever. but he took with Mic. wth?!!? i couldnt help myself. i smsed back and repeated wad he said. then commented he had never took train with me. as usual, he reached home no more sms. its either tmr morning he will reply me, or leave it that way.
i again spoilt it. started off as a mind game. end up liking that person. to the extent showing jealousy. dots. thats wad he dun really like in a r/s too. aiya dunno la. die liao le nor. confirm i got quite a bit of feeling for him. cos he appeared in my dream last night somemore nor. and i dreamt he confessed that his feelings for me and we ended together. people often say dreams are opposite of reality. sian liao. can only wait and watch how things will turn out. God bless!
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