Friday, August 8, 2008
我终于明白和觉悟了。你会 Michelle 在一起是因为你想和她学习 Blackberry 的东西。所以你会选择和她吃饭 and even take bus with her. but its too late that ii realise this. cos the words are out. that's no way ii can take it back. even if ii had msned you and apologise for it. are you mad at me? ii have no idea. ii only know the words exchanged between us are getting lesser each day. its really hurting. feel like crying. have said that not all girls will be so childish and 吃醋。但我偏偏就吃了。 the minor chance which ii may have could be all gone.
期待只会带来失望。 at least for my case. haix. why things turn this way? meant to be just a game. ended up generating feelings for you. but hey, Faith has never believed in platonic friendship. so LOL! its all cos 我们对彼此产生了好感(regardless between girls or boys)所以我们才会变成好友。 nothing to object with this statement right? lalala!
anyway, since ii already 反醒了, and already know ii dun wanna this game to go on as the hurt party may be me, i'll be distancing myself and him. 我不会在等他一起放工。如果我做完我的东西我就会先走。但当然会对他说一声因为他都会问我；是个礼貌行。但不会在因为和他聊天就坐过站。也不会在为自己制造机会了。 this plan has taken effect as of today. cos we were the only left in office @ 730pm. he asked me if ii going off. ii said in 10-15mins. in the end ii only left about 20-30mins later. perhaps he could have waited for me a while. but ii doubt so. shall not place hopes on him anyway.
加油 Faith! focus on work first!! anyway, there's chances he may not stay on. cos he felt pretty stressed & tired out by work. ii'd given him a simple view from my perpsect; Regardless of where you are working, you need to learn from the ropes. moreover we are in the midst of revamping the process, things will only get better. weigh your pros and cons. if u see more cons, then its your choice. seems that the above helps a bit. cos he looks better after that. (:
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