Friday, August 15, 2008
okay this week has been a pretty busy and tiring week. partically everyday is after work is meeting fren(z). read on to find out. but of cos, ii mentioned a lil about him too hahaha!
11th August 2008princess jane finally asked me out. we went to the cathay and watched "Bad Habits". its a Spanish award-winning film. storyline revolves around women trying to hard to lose weight and getting their children to be the same as them. also, talking about a girl who could be a doctor but ended up being a nun or wadever you called that in a church. reason is cos she feels a doctor will not be able to save lives and only being a believer of Christ will one be able to recover and/or get well from illness faster.
dun really like the movie. but hey, at least ii get to spend time with my princess (: after movie headed over to Xin Wang for dinner. we chatted about where ii hope to head in future for my work wise. also mentioned about kenny. finally ii got a guy to talk about, she must be thinking. cos i'm single for the past 2+ years and hadn't shown much interest in any guys. except p@nd@ lol. so yup. and jane shows me she kinda changed. no longer that clinged to her bf and treasure the time she has with me. alex wanna come and join us actually but she rejected her. even took mrt with me when alex could have drove her back. thanks girl. ii appreciate it =D
12th August 2008quite disappointed today. had cancelled my meeting with jeff as stomach upset. so thought ii could take bus back with ken since the rest of the days ii will be out with friends. but ended up he left office without saying a single word to me. all ii know is when ii turned around, he is gone. but of cos, ii got the feeling he left already as he sprayed perfume before he is out of office. why so? don't know. he didnt used to do that. weird~ its not cos he is meeting girls. ii believe he really does meet up with his bunch of good friends at night. after all, he has no reason to lie to me.
oh yah, ii got see him at bus stop too. he took some time to come out. guess he is smoking behind. as to if he is with anyone or was he waiting there for me, i'm not sure. he hadn't smsed when he is out either. argh! and at bus stop, ii was standing behind while sarah they all were in front. he stood with them and seated with them. had not alighted at the same stop as me either. no idea why. did he really not see me? or he just wanna be with them?
anyway, 失望. ii guess this means all the more i'm correct to decide to keep a distance away from him. since he already seems to be fading away, then shall let it be. sadddd~
13th August 2008after yesterday's episode, decided not to have lunch with them. ii need to have the space before ii really fall deeper. so yup. ii was back at office faster than the rest as ii ate liao then went back. so when ken returns to office during lunch, he still sees me at work. he tried asking me face to face if ii had my lunch but ii thought he was talking to alvin so had not answered. so he jabbered me and asked me. told him ii did. then he was worried that ii didnt came along as Mani was around. ii just brushed it off and said ii wanna time alone. he was curious why. so ii told him rmbr that msn msg ii sent you the other time? he's got a question mark look. then ii found he that he that night had not received the msn msg from me. cos he is using yahoo! messenger. will not receive offline messages. faint. how could ii have forgotten?
well, we took bus together today and its ii decided to catch up with him. pearlyn saw us ii think. but she had not said anything. anyway, on bus to clementi we chatted about work. he said that all that he is doing now isn't wad he wanted. he wanna do more of biz rather than IT. said that if he really wanna do IT, he will not have chosen LGA and so on. but then ii argued back then biz cannot survive without IT. knowing about IT is not enough. one must be able to apply it too. so on. ii also told him that in my opinon he is against IT thus he will be so unhappy with here. well, he said he is pretty certain of what he wanted. not sure if all ii had said had affected him anot, but he ended the topic saying that he will wait til he finished the process then think about the future.
seriously, i'm used to his presence. with him around, seeing his smile just warms my heart you know? cant really imagine no more him. will be quite sad lei. anything is, if he leaves, should ii declare my feelings? or let it be..? no idea :S
14th August 2008hmmm i dreamt of his last night again. this time we are in office and there's new female colleagues who are very pretty. so ii used the chance to ask him what type of girls he like. but he never reply me. lol. then ii wake up le. then today morning he got smsed me wor. in response to ytd sms. but its like, he really just continue the sms all the way. he reached office about 830am. ii have not reached yet. he continued the sms even though ii may be reaching any second wor. this keeps a smile on my face the whole day. so happy!
hahax. ii went out to customer's place in the morning. 1+pm then back to LGA. smsed ken and found out they went NUS for lunch. so called Jo to help me buy lunch back. just so happen only ken eats western food. so he helped me buy it and also the fruit juice. cos like that ii need to pay him only mah. dunno how come the whole office knows that he bought food for me. once ii started eating, everybody asked me if its sweet and very delicious. faint. hahax. but hahax!
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