it's her
tan julia faith aka xin
working at LGA
1st appearance 1st july 1987
current status
missed feeling doted and loved :(

her desires
want to be successful @ work
wanna have someone to call my own
a trip to taiwan/ hokng kong!
See my dearest jiro & fabien!
Watch sunrise and sunset & fireworks
dkny watch
more adidas items!!
take ccna exam by dec '08
refurnish my room

them
evelynn
huixian darlingg
huiting
jane princess
jeffrey
shawnie

credits
bleah-
brushes: faketragedy
pange
amnesia
inkblack
base image: www.abbygelfand.com

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    Thursday, July 31, 2008


    things are getting interesting and more challenging by the day. both of us are different in many ways but one common trademark would be that we do not back off and like to play games. why do i say so huh? well lets see. just on Monday thats the surprise call from him out of the blue asking where i am when its pretty obvious we got off at different stop. the next day after work i went out with sherry and jay so did not leave office today. we smsed though once he knocked off til he reaches home.

    then yesterday, i stayed back late specially cos i wanna take bus with him. we had went out with jo & her bf, aaron & her gf, j & 2 others for dinner and drinking session instead. unplanned outing. we were seated together as usual but no words were exchange between us. jo & j tried to get me talking but failed numerous occasions. i ended up drinking more than i chatted. my 酒量 is better this time around though. no vomit or wad. cos i control the amount i drunk at a time. anyway that aint the point. the crowd dispersed about 1030pm and robert drove us back. he is the first to drop while im the last to reach home since i stayed closer to robert. no smses were sent too yesterday night; i had not told him im home. neither did he smsed ask me if i had reached home. so the night just passed this way.

    we met on the morning bus, standing back to back. he kinda lean against me gently a few seconds (not cos there's people squeezing as i had taken a peek lol). he exited the bus before me but had not waited for me to walk in together unlike the previous time. not that i really care. so headed back in to office and started busying with work. he suddenly jabbered and asked me wad time had i reached home safely the night before. smiled inside my heart when i saw that. replied him and just find some topic to start on but he mia on me as he is busy. oh well. anyway, i jioed him to acc me buy bday presents for kino & wei de and he agreed readily. ended up both of us work til 730pm so i suggested dinner instead. he is fine with it too lol. so yep. dinner and chatted an hour and went back separately.

    wanted to sms him once im on mrt but decided against it. after all i had initiated many smses already. so wanna wait and see whether he would start it anot. hey, he did. abt 10min later asked me if im already on the way back. told me not to hang around and sounded concern. or perhaps its just a way to find topic to start the sms string. neverthlessly, smsed quite a bit. brought up the courage to ask whether he feels im lying that friday about huixian. he told me he believes me totally that i was being put aeroplane. not sure if he means it from the bottom of his heart but that sounds cool. then for the first time, he continues the sms session even though he had reached home! lol. i commented on that too and he just laughed it off. oh and he had tooked 30min to reply one sms. auto explain its cos he is on a phone call with an old fren. sweet ah? whahaha!

    likes this game a lot. its seem like playing prey & the predator with both of us switching the roles at diff times. each of us are hooked in a way which the other will never admit. gonna play it bit by bit and slowly. who knows what may happen in the future? =D nights dear kenny! we shall meet in dreamland.


    faith faint; 11:23 PM

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