Saturday, July 19, 2008
was supposed to meet huixian darlingg today after work @ toa payoh one. but ah.. dunno what happen her boss got last minute hold a long long meeting which lasts til after midnight goodness knows what time. thought she is working as hairstylist but apparently not so or else this wouldn't have happen.
but anyway, had took bus with kenny to tpy as he stayed there. wanted to walk around alone and just do some thinking actually but he accompanied me all the way til close to 12 midnight. had kinda tried to chase him to go back first but he wouldn't go. faint. well, its an opportunity for us to get to know each other better i guess. he had done most of the talking today.
at his age, he have achieved quite a bit to his name already. back in secondary school, he is NCC's school commander and was in the commission parade one out of four who is holding a sword. these are the ones chosen by the higher up levels and being recognized and appreciated by all. no matter who sees him, with or without uniform, will have to address him as "Sir".cnext up in poly, he is the one guy in 10 years to have turned into the honour treasurer for NYP's embassy (not sure of its the right word). he would had became vice or president should he had entered the CCA in year 1. and for NS wise, after BMT he headed to OCS. platoon wing commander or wing sergeant major or something like that. 2nd highest rank for platoon section. he went into Air Force there after.
all his above achievements is due to being single and available to intake more learning experience from his seniors in camp. thus he is able to rise up so high. his working experience at Dempsey also allows him to know the higher society people and hear about their stories and such. he has got pretty good offers out there if he wanna take it up. and he is willing to learn. a left-handed. he mention his priorities are definitely work and school. asked about when will he consider a relationship. he said probably late-20s.
during the waiting time, he commented that i seem to be wasting time waiting for a fren who will never appear. so i said that sometimes its good to stop and take a look at one's surrounding. you will definitely be able to learn something or recall some stuff. position yourself in his/her shoes and think. had told him about my interest in quotes, debates and such. then asked what type of person i am from what he learnt abt me past week. pretty disappointed to hear that he just due to the last hour what i had said, he had concluded me as someone who is into psychology and philosophy. he (dunno jokingly or what) said that i should exist in the olden days and be a scholar or poet.
besides the above, i had also mentioned that he can take it as cos i wanna him to acc me thus im willing to wait. but of cos, he bypassed that statement. so i asked him back why did he acc me though he feels im wasting my time. his response was just cos he feels i am wasting my time and didnt expect me to wait til so late. but i had already tried to chase him go back home every hourly yet he chosen not to. so anyway he left at close to 12mn which is his last bus. after that he had not smsed me. not even when i told him i reached home. lol.
i do also have a feeling that he could be thinking im using that as an excuse to have some time with him. just he never expose nor say it nia. gotta admit im more or less affected by today's turnout. by hey, lucky i had already planned earlier this week that i'll be the proactive one for a week or two. there after lessen everything else and watch what's the outcome. well, yet to be a week since we only started hanging out together WEF 15th Jul. but hahax. still its alright. interested to know what will happen next. usually if at night he dun reply to me, the next morning he will. so if no movements over the weekend, Monday after work and by end of the week, i should have an answer.
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1:47 AM
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