Sunday, March 30, 2008
faintz. this blog have been outdated for months again. i wanna blogged quite a few times. on the way to work or back home, i'm always thinking about some stuffs and wanna blogged it down. but times again & again, laziness stops me from logging in here to blog. i have the mentality that, "so what i'd blogged? who actually reads it? looking back at my contents, will it be something i'm proud of?" my answer is no, thus the little number of blog entries despite starting this blog since 2004. btw, i had archived the entries from 2004 to aug 2007 thus it aint displayed here. okay, shall stop crapping about this. as if anyone will care? opps. i sound kinda pessimitic. hahax.
i had ended the CCNA course finally. but guess what? it doesnt include the exam. faintz. informed kelvin about it, shall wait for his decision. aim to take it by end of apr. had converted files & store inside my hp for studying purposes when im outside. didnt allocate time at home to study yet though hahax. bo pian larsh. work whole day tiring and wanna rest when i'm at home. but once the exam date is confirmed, situation should change accordingly. hmmm.. had attended Project Management Professional course briefing previously with kelvin & co. seems like i may be shortlisted to go for it. really hope so. my focus will be on certifications now. degrees & masters plans will be holded back as im working already.
work.. im already at LGA for 13 months. even though i have switched department, im not given a letter to state that. neither do i have a title nor pay increase. sometimes i really feel im quite useless. looking at TS; everybody's technical knowledge seems to be getting better. people only seek help from me as a last resort. during outage, theres nothing much i can do except help answer calls. i hardly performed any troubleshooting. whats my job then? its basically still coordinating Fixics' job & doing meeting reports. then if got projects or what, they will brief me a little then i'll help to chase for hardware and such. technical stuff seems to be getting further away from me. oh yah, can consider i got a project on hand la. ONS process changes which is going to be completed in 2 days.
still, this isnt what i want nor what i expected when im told im switched over. okay i understand administrative job is needed for my team. but theres time i feel im redundant. wheres improvement? where's the learning portion? mostly stagnant man. i do seek the initiative to ask questions & learn but its really very little. haix. dunno lei. oh well, one good part is that im kinda consider taking a high pay for admin work. shall take more steps and see how it goes... God please look over me! i really hope to have more opportunies to improve..
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