it's her
tan julia faith aka xin
working at LGA
1st appearance 1st july 1987
current status
missed feeling doted and loved :(

her desires
want to be successful @ work
wanna have someone to call my own
a trip to taiwan/ hokng kong!
See my dearest jiro & fabien!
Watch sunrise and sunset & fireworks
dkny watch
more adidas items!!
take ccna exam by dec '08
refurnish my room

them
evelynn
huixian darlingg
huiting
jane princess
jeffrey
shawnie

credits
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brushes: faketragedy
pange
amnesia
inkblack
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    let it out
    Sunday, December 30, 2007


    this year xmas i managed to gather with most ofmy good friends. for xmas eve, met up with shawn. went for movie (National Treasure) and then prata at Thomson Road. chatted a while then headed home at 9+pm. then next day, which is xmas itself, gather with jane, june and kino. sang at 7th Heaven KTV. started the session feeling a bit bored dunno why. kinda felt left out. then towards the end become kino and i holding on to the mic most of the time. jane parted with us after singing to meet another fren. the rest of us ate dinner. dunno what got over kino. suddenly so emo. totally cold to june and i. so i just catch up with june on all the events in our lives as its a long time we had a heart-to-heart talk. the following day, staCy asked me out for dinner at the board game club. makan and played til 10+pm then off to home.

    though these three days are spent meeting frenz, i feel its quite meaningful. when i used to be attached, my time is all allocated to bf. never have time to find out what's going on in my friends' life. now able to catch up with them more often. its a joy to me and them i guess.

    thats a new found change in me though. i used to be one of the crappest girl around. but the current me no longer able to crack lame jokes. pretty serious. when others share jokes, i still can catch what it meant immediately but i don't actually have a reaction to it. don't find it funny or what. have been just entertaining my friends by smiling. its been a long while since i last gave a sincere and real laugh to others. why is it so? i also dunno.

    going to 20o8 liao. what does the new year holds for me? official shift to second level (apps support) and change of my job scope. will be enrolling at psb academy for a 14-month degree either in IT or networking. hope to be able to find the real me. don't wish to live an aimless life. don't want to be doing repetitive actions; eg work and home only daily. sick of it all. hope to be able to pick up a course be it at community service or what. God bless me!


    faith faint; 1:33 AM

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