Sunday, November 23, 2008
hmmm, why is it that no one tags on my cbox? saddd! anyway, i'll blogged a quick one. cos meeting fren for a dinner in like 45min lol. work wise, dont think it is going as smooth as i hope it to be. Mani is getting worse each time. originally ZT had split the list of PBX into two groups for each of us to handle. we thought this will be a better way. ended up just cos he is handling two internal testing requested by the big bosses and just one non-premium cust, he refused to take up the case of 2 ONS customers whom we have to get back to within 4 hours. fine. he said he has his hands full of i assisted him on it.
when i finished the job, asked him to call cust to check if it is alright. he don't wanna call cust and only email cust an hour plus later. by then cust of cos is mad as it is a service he's paying for. so supposedly cust called up Mani and scolded him and said we are doing the opposite of wad he wants. Mani then came and argued with me. its so loud that even two rows away colleagues heard. i went out to cool down after the quarrel. came back and apologised to Mani on jabber. guess wad? he is still pointing the fingers at me. dammnit. ownself customer dun wanna handle. out of kind heartedness, i'll help as i know he does not know how to resolve it. end up this is wad i get? ZT then decided to put Mani in charge of just 5 customers and i took back all other 20+ custs. i'll never interfere again. i feel that i really had put in my best. if he's gonna be that way, let it be so.
but i realise my helpfulness at times can bring issue for people. like for example, i was helping kenny the other time to configure a set of Zyxel router with MBB as he does not know how to do it and cos he said Sharon (his mgr) had asked him to pass to SI. i thought its a simple thing so i took over. ended up i couldnt get the connection so approached KP for help. then KP went mad about this issue as he felt this shouldn't be how it is. he was then brought up during operational meetings again. oh well.. whatever. many departments have problems with him too. all complaint together after KP raised up. when ken has a issue which he cant handles, he will let Michelle knows and she would always call back to office from India. well, his beloved friend Michelle will be back next week. time to watch some shows. and ken, im pretty sure i'll gotten over you. cos the thing which i used to admire about you have all went missing. you have become a total stranger and no longer fit my criteria for a fren. so you can do whatever you wish but you will never get me back. the end.
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6:13 PM
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008
it seems like either though i am just 21, my body is 50+ years old already. i'm hunchback and have frequent shoulder/neck aches for close to 4 years already. as if this ain't enough, i have sensitive skin + eyes. during raining weather, the mosquitoes love me lots. i can have up to 5 bites a day. to the extent that the skin actually tears. i know i shouldn't had scratched it but its hard to stop the desire you know. so i ended up taking running nose medicine prescribed by my doc to get it in control.
as for my eye, worse. i can only use specific eye drop previously when i had not started wearing contact lens. all was fine when i wear the lens back in Sept 2008. but suddenly i kena eye infection twice in a week. the one i mentioned last week is inflammation on the eyeball area itself. i use the eye drops according to doc's instruction. that healed for a day. this morning i touched my eye and realise thats a bump on the same left eye. went to visit doc again. he said the inflammation is on the inner eye skin this time round. faint. how lucky can one gets?
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11:58 PM
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